Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Self Towel Barpedestal Sink

Among the past and the expectation of


Long time no write, in part because lately I have not had much time between development informationsystem laboratory work how much matter there is, and what about the split.

Finally, the purpose of this post is not to evaluate or comment on my academic activities.

As I mentioned last entry in my love life has not been the most satisfying, or at least not as I expected.
Such reflection is the distance it created between my ex and I after rompmiento, and as much as I want them as friends, partly it is difficult for myself, because I am of those who believes that "where fire there, ash fall, "and obviously self realizes that for them is also something uncomfortable.
But, why do I bring up this topic? that particular thought had passed. The reason is (Parentheses: With virtual communities like Facebook, through which one learns the life of Raymond and the entire world). That was how I learned that one of my ex-boyfriend today is four months with her current boyfriend, which made me happy, but also cause great sadness and I believe many interogantes.

He (my ex), is probably the person on the face of the earth that I wanted more (as if it's called love), I attribute in part to him was my first boyfriend, and as well as have completed no Iben, are very good memories of that first crush, and who knows what other things ... hehe
However
feel a contradiction itself (ie mine) although I have a valuable appreciation for him, because right now I feel angry because they played a month with his current partner was announced to the whole world whereas when he was with me and agreed I think, because it was I who called him.

And you reading this post will say I look like an old spoiled to get to talk crap how are you, and the irony is that they are national history, and then I answer: "When I fall, I really shot, in my few experiences, living and longing for that person, and because the idea would receive the same, however this is the critical point, not getting what we expected. Therefore I say that my relationships in general very nice and all, but have not exceeded my expectations.

But here arises a new question for me: Is it a problem mine? ... I recently got to thinking and concluded the following: "The problem probably is that I care and too spoiled to my respective boyfriends, so I think that from henceforth I WILL SHIT WITH MY FUTURE WEDDING ... hehe, well it's a possibility, although it will be almost impossible for me due to my way of being.

I just have to wait, although there is nothing more Jarte as a Birdbrain be on the lookout ... but I'm sure will one day.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Specialized Dolce Elite Wheels

Love Love and my memories of Desamor

Today (as in regard to Colombia, and obviously to the capital, Bogotá, which is where I live) is "celebrated" the Day of Love and Friendship ... or at least I think so, but I'm not quite sure about the date.
Visiting a chain store of the City, I remembered the same day but in 2006, and why would it be?. Maybe because on this day 2 years ago, my first boyfriend and I ended , yes with my boyfriend (ahh, because I am human and I like men. Enternder something complex by some).
I also was somewhat "painful" to see more than a couple declaring their love, and that only recently finished my last boyfriend.
On the other hand, today re-confirmed that the day of love and friendship, to who we are immersed in this neoliberal society, are gifts, flowers, large stuffed animals and things like that, that is, another of the many celebrations whose essence has tergisversado. Besides that, this time for my approach is purely nostalgic ... they already know the reasons.
However, my intention is not cowering to anyone, not put against the economic system, basically my interest is to wish you reading this entry that has a lot of love in your environment, or at least some good friends with someone .. more likely. Ahh
and why not? ... What you receive many gifts

Thursday, September 11, 2008

How Much Gunpowder In A Party Popper

I finally decided to utlized the Blog ...

Well, I think one of the initial issues that I consider the most difficult in a group of people is to let me know.
I've always been since my school times, until the day I met my last boyfriend, in fact I think I'm the only one this happens, many times, we feel intimidated by others, reflecting above is shown in questions like is it that I'm going down well to others?, will not hurt that susceptibility to speak what I think?, and other more unnecessary and could it be that I'm well dressed, or do I have bad breath?.
Independent of the answers, I'm here ... But why create a blog?, perhaps because I have some things that I would like to know about me and not just about me, but also the environment (interests, dislikes, desires, frustrations, fears, etc..) Simply words aspects inherent to being human beings.
No longer (for now) are all LA Boas-Vindas this Blog.