Among the past and the expectation of
Long time no write, in part because lately I have not had much time between development informationsystem laboratory work how much matter there is, and what about the split.
Finally, the purpose of this post is not to evaluate or comment on my academic activities.
As I mentioned last entry in my love life has not been the most satisfying, or at least not as I expected.
Such reflection is the distance it created between my ex and I after rompmiento, and as much as I want them as friends, partly it is difficult for myself, because I am of those who believes that "where fire there, ash fall, "and obviously self realizes that for them is also something uncomfortable.
But, why do I bring up this topic? that particular thought had passed. The reason is (Parentheses: With virtual communities like Facebook, through which one learns the life of Raymond and the entire world). That was how I learned that one of my ex-boyfriend today is four months with her current boyfriend, which made me happy, but also cause great sadness and I believe many interogantes.
He (my ex), is probably the person on the face of the earth that I wanted more (as if it's called love), I attribute in part to him was my first boyfriend, and as well as have completed no Iben, are very good memories of that first crush, and who knows what other things ... hehe
However
feel a contradiction itself (ie mine) although I have a valuable appreciation for him, because right now I feel angry because they played a month with his current partner was announced to the whole world whereas when he was with me and agreed I think, because it was I who called him.
And you reading this post will say I look like an old spoiled to get to talk crap how are you, and the irony is that they are national history, and then I answer: "When I fall, I really shot, in my few experiences, living and longing for that person, and because the idea would receive the same, however this is the critical point, not getting what we expected. Therefore I say that my relationships in general very nice and all, but have not exceeded my expectations.
But here arises a new question for me: Is it a problem mine? ... I recently got to thinking and concluded the following: "The problem probably is that I care and too spoiled to my respective boyfriends, so I think that from henceforth I WILL SHIT WITH MY FUTURE WEDDING ... hehe, well it's a possibility, although it will be almost impossible for me due to my way of being.
I just have to wait, although there is nothing more Jarte as a Birdbrain be on the lookout ... but I'm sure will one day.
