Reflections on me Monotony and Present Condition
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Brampton Orion Gate Brampton Prices
In recent months, I feel that I have been away to do some things "gay", well I'm not necessarily gay, but when was "raided" in this world more or less like categorizations.
These activities include meet and hang out with people who only know through virtual means such as Messenger, ManHunt, Bakala, etc., Go to a cafe or bar LGBT (although I must admit I'm not so fond of this plan) And why not?, having a "tumble" out there.
Although now I do not know what the reason, cause or circumstance that I have been away from activities such as those mentioned, and part is frustrating, especially when talking to a very close friend who is taking his first steps and is aware of issues with the world "queer."
frustration, but frustration and sadness would say is that what he is experiencing, I already lived ... and good until that point there is no mess, the problem is that I feel like an "isolated", and although there are times when I feel uncomfortable or do not appear to me some general elements of homosexuality I belong to this community I know not with pride or without "pride", as this is one element that bothers me ...
Returning to the theme, lately I realize I'm alone and the few gay friends I had, I just went and used as an object of worldly enjoyment, and as ready .. 're born alone and die alone, but ... it is much more bearable when life gets along with others.
Well, from now on I'm going to "kill saudades" because I can not live in my past experiences, let alone other non longing.
And so in terms of return "to the" Queer World ", I'll see if I go with my best friend to do something and then try to have fun.
In part I think that even though my days are monotonously very common, there siemper to highlight something positive from them, because the goal of living is not to become bitter, but to seize the moments and then try to survive the difficulties.
These activities include meet and hang out with people who only know through virtual means such as Messenger, ManHunt, Bakala, etc., Go to a cafe or bar LGBT (although I must admit I'm not so fond of this plan) And why not?, having a "tumble" out there.
Although now I do not know what the reason, cause or circumstance that I have been away from activities such as those mentioned, and part is frustrating, especially when talking to a very close friend who is taking his first steps and is aware of issues with the world "queer."
frustration, but frustration and sadness would say is that what he is experiencing, I already lived ... and good until that point there is no mess, the problem is that I feel like an "isolated", and although there are times when I feel uncomfortable or do not appear to me some general elements of homosexuality I belong to this community I know not with pride or without "pride", as this is one element that bothers me ...
Returning to the theme, lately I realize I'm alone and the few gay friends I had, I just went and used as an object of worldly enjoyment, and as ready .. 're born alone and die alone, but ... it is much more bearable when life gets along with others.
Well, from now on I'm going to "kill saudades" because I can not live in my past experiences, let alone other non longing.
And so in terms of return "to the" Queer World ", I'll see if I go with my best friend to do something and then try to have fun.
In part I think that even though my days are monotonously very common, there siemper to highlight something positive from them, because the goal of living is not to become bitter, but to seize the moments and then try to survive the difficulties.
Friday, November 7, 2008
Why Is My Head Pulsing
O Tenho é o single tantrums
The act of writing, translating my ideas and thoughts, which in part makes me forget the problems and difficulties that plague typical mortal.
The act of writing, translating my ideas and thoughts, which in part makes me forget the problems and difficulties that plague typical mortal.
Well one aspect that some months ago put me greatly to think, were the love .. Fortunately I can say that it has passed to another stage, and then I consider it lucky because the only think that made things lost time "Valuable" by that I mean that I spent thinking of things to come, in subjects who knew only virtually, however, I realized .. or would the professor Super O "I Consciousness" and confirmed that indeed it was a real lose of time.
However, although I think that "takes" my way, I think there are still many things to improve, especially my relationships, and why do I say?.
I support the possibility that I have stopped many balls at people who do not deserve even five, on the contrary I descuidao to very valuable as some close friends from school, some acquaintances of the past, by the way, thinking about it gives me a rather ugly nostalgia.
In this process of introspection so I did something machete, is due in part to a song by Julieta Venegas I heard a few days in a bus, and in fact is well known .* lately
could say that now I'll try to Enjoying the most of the time, people, images, sounds and sensations of this instead of longing for an uncertain future in which haste to know the past (I say this because I happened) .
* The song in question is "Present" and although I like Julieta Venegas up to "Bueninvento" Unpluggued I must admit that I liked, especially the duet he has with John are in the song "In My Steps", which is one of my favorite
However, although I think that "takes" my way, I think there are still many things to improve, especially my relationships, and why do I say?.
I support the possibility that I have stopped many balls at people who do not deserve even five, on the contrary I descuidao to very valuable as some close friends from school, some acquaintances of the past, by the way, thinking about it gives me a rather ugly nostalgia.
In this process of introspection so I did something machete, is due in part to a song by Julieta Venegas I heard a few days in a bus, and in fact is well known .* lately
could say that now I'll try to Enjoying the most of the time, people, images, sounds and sensations of this instead of longing for an uncertain future in which haste to know the past (I say this because I happened) .
* The song in question is "Present" and although I like Julieta Venegas up to "Bueninvento" Unpluggued I must admit that I liked, especially the duet he has with John are in the song "In My Steps", which is one of my favorite
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Self Towel Barpedestal Sink
Among the past and the expectation of
Long time no write, in part because lately I have not had much time between development informationsystem laboratory work how much matter there is, and what about the split.
Finally, the purpose of this post is not to evaluate or comment on my academic activities.
As I mentioned last entry in my love life has not been the most satisfying, or at least not as I expected.
Such reflection is the distance it created between my ex and I after rompmiento, and as much as I want them as friends, partly it is difficult for myself, because I am of those who believes that "where fire there, ash fall, "and obviously self realizes that for them is also something uncomfortable.
But, why do I bring up this topic? that particular thought had passed. The reason is (Parentheses: With virtual communities like Facebook, through which one learns the life of Raymond and the entire world). That was how I learned that one of my ex-boyfriend today is four months with her current boyfriend, which made me happy, but also cause great sadness and I believe many interogantes.
He (my ex), is probably the person on the face of the earth that I wanted more (as if it's called love), I attribute in part to him was my first boyfriend, and as well as have completed no Iben, are very good memories of that first crush, and who knows what other things ... hehe
However
feel a contradiction itself (ie mine) although I have a valuable appreciation for him, because right now I feel angry because they played a month with his current partner was announced to the whole world whereas when he was with me and agreed I think, because it was I who called him.
And you reading this post will say I look like an old spoiled to get to talk crap how are you, and the irony is that they are national history, and then I answer: "When I fall, I really shot, in my few experiences, living and longing for that person, and because the idea would receive the same, however this is the critical point, not getting what we expected. Therefore I say that my relationships in general very nice and all, but have not exceeded my expectations.
But here arises a new question for me: Is it a problem mine? ... I recently got to thinking and concluded the following: "The problem probably is that I care and too spoiled to my respective boyfriends, so I think that from henceforth I WILL SHIT WITH MY FUTURE WEDDING ... hehe, well it's a possibility, although it will be almost impossible for me due to my way of being.
I just have to wait, although there is nothing more Jarte as a Birdbrain be on the lookout ... but I'm sure will one day.
Long time no write, in part because lately I have not had much time between development informationsystem laboratory work how much matter there is, and what about the split.
Finally, the purpose of this post is not to evaluate or comment on my academic activities.
As I mentioned last entry in my love life has not been the most satisfying, or at least not as I expected.
Such reflection is the distance it created between my ex and I after rompmiento, and as much as I want them as friends, partly it is difficult for myself, because I am of those who believes that "where fire there, ash fall, "and obviously self realizes that for them is also something uncomfortable.
But, why do I bring up this topic? that particular thought had passed. The reason is (Parentheses: With virtual communities like Facebook, through which one learns the life of Raymond and the entire world). That was how I learned that one of my ex-boyfriend today is four months with her current boyfriend, which made me happy, but also cause great sadness and I believe many interogantes.
He (my ex), is probably the person on the face of the earth that I wanted more (as if it's called love), I attribute in part to him was my first boyfriend, and as well as have completed no Iben, are very good memories of that first crush, and who knows what other things ... hehe
However
feel a contradiction itself (ie mine) although I have a valuable appreciation for him, because right now I feel angry because they played a month with his current partner was announced to the whole world whereas when he was with me and agreed I think, because it was I who called him.
And you reading this post will say I look like an old spoiled to get to talk crap how are you, and the irony is that they are national history, and then I answer: "When I fall, I really shot, in my few experiences, living and longing for that person, and because the idea would receive the same, however this is the critical point, not getting what we expected. Therefore I say that my relationships in general very nice and all, but have not exceeded my expectations.
But here arises a new question for me: Is it a problem mine? ... I recently got to thinking and concluded the following: "The problem probably is that I care and too spoiled to my respective boyfriends, so I think that from henceforth I WILL SHIT WITH MY FUTURE WEDDING ... hehe, well it's a possibility, although it will be almost impossible for me due to my way of being.
I just have to wait, although there is nothing more Jarte as a Birdbrain be on the lookout ... but I'm sure will one day.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Specialized Dolce Elite Wheels
Love Love and my memories of Desamor
Today (as in regard to Colombia, and obviously to the capital, Bogotá, which is where I live) is "celebrated" the Day of Love and Friendship ... or at least I think so, but I'm not quite sure about the date.
Visiting a chain store of the City, I remembered the same day but in 2006, and why would it be?. Maybe because on this day 2 years ago, my first boyfriend and I ended , yes with my boyfriend (ahh, because I am human and I like men. Enternder something complex by some).
I also was somewhat "painful" to see more than a couple declaring their love, and that only recently finished my last boyfriend.
On the other hand, today re-confirmed that the day of love and friendship, to who we are immersed in this neoliberal society, are gifts, flowers, large stuffed animals and things like that, that is, another of the many celebrations whose essence has tergisversado. Besides that, this time for my approach is purely nostalgic ... they already know the reasons.
However, my intention is not cowering to anyone, not put against the economic system, basically my interest is to wish you reading this entry that has a lot of love in your environment, or at least some good friends with someone .. more likely. Ahh
and why not? ... What you receive many gifts
Visiting a chain store of the City, I remembered the same day but in 2006, and why would it be?. Maybe because on this day 2 years ago, my first boyfriend and I ended , yes with my boyfriend (ahh, because I am human and I like men. Enternder something complex by some).
I also was somewhat "painful" to see more than a couple declaring their love, and that only recently finished my last boyfriend.
On the other hand, today re-confirmed that the day of love and friendship, to who we are immersed in this neoliberal society, are gifts, flowers, large stuffed animals and things like that, that is, another of the many celebrations whose essence has tergisversado. Besides that, this time for my approach is purely nostalgic ... they already know the reasons.
However, my intention is not cowering to anyone, not put against the economic system, basically my interest is to wish you reading this entry that has a lot of love in your environment, or at least some good friends with someone .. more likely. Ahh
and why not? ... What you receive many gifts
Thursday, September 11, 2008
How Much Gunpowder In A Party Popper
I finally decided to utlized the Blog ...
Well, I think one of the initial issues that I consider the most difficult in a group of people is to let me know.
I've always been since my school times, until the day I met my last boyfriend, in fact I think I'm the only one this happens, many times, we feel intimidated by others, reflecting above is shown in questions like is it that I'm going down well to others?, will not hurt that susceptibility to speak what I think?, and other more unnecessary and could it be that I'm well dressed, or do I have bad breath?.
Independent of the answers, I'm here ... But why create a blog?, perhaps because I have some things that I would like to know about me and not just about me, but also the environment (interests, dislikes, desires, frustrations, fears, etc..) Simply words aspects inherent to being human beings.
No longer (for now) are all LA Boas-Vindas this Blog.
Well, I think one of the initial issues that I consider the most difficult in a group of people is to let me know.
I've always been since my school times, until the day I met my last boyfriend, in fact I think I'm the only one this happens, many times, we feel intimidated by others, reflecting above is shown in questions like is it that I'm going down well to others?, will not hurt that susceptibility to speak what I think?, and other more unnecessary and could it be that I'm well dressed, or do I have bad breath?.
Independent of the answers, I'm here ... But why create a blog?, perhaps because I have some things that I would like to know about me and not just about me, but also the environment (interests, dislikes, desires, frustrations, fears, etc..) Simply words aspects inherent to being human beings.
No longer (for now) are all LA Boas-Vindas this Blog.
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