Reflections on me Monotony and Present Condition
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
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In recent months, I feel that I have been away to do some things "gay", well I'm not necessarily gay, but when was "raided" in this world more or less like categorizations.
These activities include meet and hang out with people who only know through virtual means such as Messenger, ManHunt, Bakala, etc., Go to a cafe or bar LGBT (although I must admit I'm not so fond of this plan) And why not?, having a "tumble" out there.
Although now I do not know what the reason, cause or circumstance that I have been away from activities such as those mentioned, and part is frustrating, especially when talking to a very close friend who is taking his first steps and is aware of issues with the world "queer."
frustration, but frustration and sadness would say is that what he is experiencing, I already lived ... and good until that point there is no mess, the problem is that I feel like an "isolated", and although there are times when I feel uncomfortable or do not appear to me some general elements of homosexuality I belong to this community I know not with pride or without "pride", as this is one element that bothers me ...
Returning to the theme, lately I realize I'm alone and the few gay friends I had, I just went and used as an object of worldly enjoyment, and as ready .. 're born alone and die alone, but ... it is much more bearable when life gets along with others.
Well, from now on I'm going to "kill saudades" because I can not live in my past experiences, let alone other non longing.
And so in terms of return "to the" Queer World ", I'll see if I go with my best friend to do something and then try to have fun.
In part I think that even though my days are monotonously very common, there siemper to highlight something positive from them, because the goal of living is not to become bitter, but to seize the moments and then try to survive the difficulties.
These activities include meet and hang out with people who only know through virtual means such as Messenger, ManHunt, Bakala, etc., Go to a cafe or bar LGBT (although I must admit I'm not so fond of this plan) And why not?, having a "tumble" out there.
Although now I do not know what the reason, cause or circumstance that I have been away from activities such as those mentioned, and part is frustrating, especially when talking to a very close friend who is taking his first steps and is aware of issues with the world "queer."
frustration, but frustration and sadness would say is that what he is experiencing, I already lived ... and good until that point there is no mess, the problem is that I feel like an "isolated", and although there are times when I feel uncomfortable or do not appear to me some general elements of homosexuality I belong to this community I know not with pride or without "pride", as this is one element that bothers me ...
Returning to the theme, lately I realize I'm alone and the few gay friends I had, I just went and used as an object of worldly enjoyment, and as ready .. 're born alone and die alone, but ... it is much more bearable when life gets along with others.
Well, from now on I'm going to "kill saudades" because I can not live in my past experiences, let alone other non longing.
And so in terms of return "to the" Queer World ", I'll see if I go with my best friend to do something and then try to have fun.
In part I think that even though my days are monotonously very common, there siemper to highlight something positive from them, because the goal of living is not to become bitter, but to seize the moments and then try to survive the difficulties.
Friday, November 7, 2008
Why Is My Head Pulsing
O Tenho é o single tantrums
The act of writing, translating my ideas and thoughts, which in part makes me forget the problems and difficulties that plague typical mortal.
The act of writing, translating my ideas and thoughts, which in part makes me forget the problems and difficulties that plague typical mortal.
Well one aspect that some months ago put me greatly to think, were the love .. Fortunately I can say that it has passed to another stage, and then I consider it lucky because the only think that made things lost time "Valuable" by that I mean that I spent thinking of things to come, in subjects who knew only virtually, however, I realized .. or would the professor Super O "I Consciousness" and confirmed that indeed it was a real lose of time.
However, although I think that "takes" my way, I think there are still many things to improve, especially my relationships, and why do I say?.
I support the possibility that I have stopped many balls at people who do not deserve even five, on the contrary I descuidao to very valuable as some close friends from school, some acquaintances of the past, by the way, thinking about it gives me a rather ugly nostalgia.
In this process of introspection so I did something machete, is due in part to a song by Julieta Venegas I heard a few days in a bus, and in fact is well known .* lately
could say that now I'll try to Enjoying the most of the time, people, images, sounds and sensations of this instead of longing for an uncertain future in which haste to know the past (I say this because I happened) .
* The song in question is "Present" and although I like Julieta Venegas up to "Bueninvento" Unpluggued I must admit that I liked, especially the duet he has with John are in the song "In My Steps", which is one of my favorite
However, although I think that "takes" my way, I think there are still many things to improve, especially my relationships, and why do I say?.
I support the possibility that I have stopped many balls at people who do not deserve even five, on the contrary I descuidao to very valuable as some close friends from school, some acquaintances of the past, by the way, thinking about it gives me a rather ugly nostalgia.
In this process of introspection so I did something machete, is due in part to a song by Julieta Venegas I heard a few days in a bus, and in fact is well known .* lately
could say that now I'll try to Enjoying the most of the time, people, images, sounds and sensations of this instead of longing for an uncertain future in which haste to know the past (I say this because I happened) .
* The song in question is "Present" and although I like Julieta Venegas up to "Bueninvento" Unpluggued I must admit that I liked, especially the duet he has with John are in the song "In My Steps", which is one of my favorite
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